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撄宁 @ 2010-06-28 12:43

大病初愈,失业一周.........
2010.6.28  发工资的日子, 凌晨的雷雨留下潮湿的路面.
很久没有安静的心来写文字......

半年来急冲冲的经历的人间种种,在6月17日落下帷幕,留下几多感慨和议论纷纷.
抛在脑后,尽一切抛在脑后,且让我把这份被逼迫的心情缓缓,缓缓,放慢下来...
思考,接受,面对,解决

发现自己无论如何做不了一个不正直的人是这些强烈的牺牲之后得来的最有价值的回报,淡定来自于经历和否定,无论如何不会再被迷惑.



 
撄宁 @ 2010-04-07 14:29

四月五日 二〇一〇年 we have another house   -- Narcissus Department 

稍稍有了点踏实的感觉,喜欢上王若琳的<I love you>  <Can't get you off my eye> ,跟老板表明了不能在接更多的工作,又开始看招聘网页,ARMANI又在招人,可惜我在准备baby,虽然老板的立场和我十万八千里,但是有一点是对的,我得想明白哪一项工作是我想做的,至少目前这几个月。

第一次成熟的考虑是不是自己做点小生意,做个稳步发展的小型的做FASHION事业的事情,至少要保证自己的收入。


 
撄宁 @ 2009-04-27 17:12

眼睛很疲惫的时候,转头到身后的窗外,望望窗外的风景,看看眼下的大海,此刻我突然感觉我的生活那么美好.
是因为春天来了的原因吗?一切都变的明亮和清朗,在42层的窗玻璃之内,都隐约感到春风扶过.
还很清楚的记得,曾经艳羡别人办公桌身后的外滩,转眼自己的身后可以看到一片海洋.
这段时间竟然这样忙碌着身心,竟然无暇来体会本就拥有的幸福.
春天就这样来了,DBB在我强烈的委屈表达之后,非常认真的答应要带我出去郊游,去一个好远好远的地方哦,足有几十公里那么远.
嘲笑他竟然对我那么"善解人意",哈哈
每天的2点一线的生活,体味生活是个怎么在无聊中诞生情趣和乐趣的能力和习惯,就这样慢慢滋生奇迹,传递给下一代
 
虽然有点受不了轻轨上越来越多的人,总要想个办法让自己接受下来,每天早上洒些香水,想念谁了,就喷洒谁的礼物,大芬是weekend,大韵是The Beat,华毛毛那个浓郁的花香,想是我留给你们最深的印象,虽然很喜欢大朵儿仙花的面料图案,却对真的鲜花一点儿也不感兴趣.
粉红色的瓶子一直没有舍得打开,就像华大MBA自从那是起就出去逍遥直到现在还没有回来,不知道是不是醉失在了扬州了,不过现在也都4月了.
不由得,我要大声感叹一下,工资高真好啊!!!!
还是要继续努力啊,努力不再做包身工孙大容!


 
撄宁 @ 2009-04-13 21:58

 

Oceans Deep

Even though the world I’m in
The perfect pitch this way appears
The greatest pressures of my sin don’t disappear

Alive and through I had so few
The wishing, well I wished for you
Then I look to see myself within it all

My oceans deep my rivers wide
The strangers weep at pleasures side
Oh why do I not see the only one unseen

I’m lost without it seems so true
You left from here from me to you
Well my heart is broken
I’m trying can’t you see, can’t you see


oceans deep rivers wide, heart break heart break.
long night , precious evening.
TURMOIL day words.
cannot be peaceful. The reason appear, the peace goes by.
long night light shining nowhere but streetside,
heart lamp, dark sunshine, human-being, hard to understand , hard to understand,
Confucius, saint and highly control.
innocent and naive, hard to describe.
stranges lovely, eye to eye, no words, no words , no words needed but communication.
deep deep , oceans deep.....................................
word to own head, own mind ,selfish selfish ,the closest thing to adopt, to abondon, to leave away,
keep away from lifetime.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, my cute young.

cann't you see can't you seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 



 
撄宁 @ 2009-03-25 21:48

经过大韵的介绍登录了校内网,感觉有点像当初的人口大普查,瞪着那么先进全面的搜索找人功能,努力想找几个能想的起来的脱离了联系的人,就是没有。莫非实在是自己活动的幅度还太小,抑或是本人的交际范围太有限,联系的人们太少。bulabulabula。
今日は 午前八時から 午後六時まで 働きます
日本語を 勉強しています
day by day , may be life just turn its water and blank sides to me, so parched to find different things to feed myself .
some extent, like a new-born baby, curious to all the unknows things.
Establish the 子曰 course from the Chinese new year , hoping we can be a party, lasting long.
Not for study, not having a aim , not of or for anything , just for fun, just for the eager inside.
Everyday I do much less thought than before, but deeper, life is not only just like a box a chocolate, but even more simple than that.
I gonna taste, I wanna make , I cook, I wash, I write, I work , I draw the future, I chat, I clean, I sunlight the daily life with all the things I own, the ability I can use.Just wanna to forbid it turn be blank or be water, pls pls pls be colroful, can be hold in memory, be unforgetable, be happy, be quiet ........

night is night ,covered by dark,  extinguished by its color and its coverable.

Good night, my happy Wednesday.
Godd night, my dear all.