Oceans Deep

Even though the world I’m in
The perfect pitch this way appears
The greatest pressures of my sin don’t disappear

Alive and through I had so few
The wishing, well I wished for you
Then I look to see myself within it all

My oceans deep my rivers wide
The strangers weep at pleasures side
Oh why do I not see the only one unseen

I’m lost without it seems so true
You left from here from me to you
Well my heart is broken
I’m trying can’t you see, can’t you see


oceans deep rivers wide, heart break heart break.
long night , precious evening.
TURMOIL day words.
cannot be peaceful. The reason appear, the peace goes by.
long night light shining nowhere but streetside,
heart lamp, dark sunshine, human-being, hard to understand , hard to understand,
Confucius, saint and highly control.
innocent and naive, hard to describe.
stranges lovely, eye to eye, no words, no words , no words needed but communication.
deep deep , oceans deep.....................................
word to own head, own mind ,selfish selfish ,the closest thing to adopt, to abondon, to leave away,
keep away from lifetime.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, my cute young.

cann't you see can't you seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 

经过大韵的介绍登录了校内网，感觉有点像当初的人口大普查，瞪着那么先进全面的搜索找人功能，努力想找几个能想的起来的脱离了联系的人，就是没有。莫非实在是自己活动的幅度还太小，抑或是本人的交际范围太有限，联系的人们太少。bulabulabula。
今日は　午前八時から　午後六時まで　働きます
日本語を　勉強しています
day by day , may be life just turn its water and blank sides to me, so parched to find different things to feed myself .
some extent, like a new-born baby, curious to all the unknows things.
Establish the 子曰 course from the Chinese new year , hoping we can be a party, lasting long.
Not for study, not having a aim , not of or for anything , just for fun, just for the eager inside.
Everyday I do much less thought than before, but deeper, life is not only just like a box a chocolate, but even more simple than that.
I gonna taste, I wanna make , I cook, I wash, I write, I work , I draw the future, I chat, I clean, I sunlight the daily life with all the things I own, the ability I can use.Just wanna to forbid it turn be blank or be water, pls pls pls be colroful, can be hold in memory, be unforgetable, be happy, be quiet ........

night is night ,covered by dark,  extinguished by its color and its coverable.

Good night, my happy Wednesday.
Godd night, my dear all.

CONFESSION : 我很严肃的坦白,我,哇哇,觉得自己是订单终结者,,我很惭愧
唉,近日经济环境每况愈下,美国那些个人高马大的客人一而再,再而三的压榨中国百姓的剩余价值,唉,没有活路了都.

(怎么就是表达不好了,怎么说都说不出想说的话,唉)

我莫不是害羞了,怎么就写不出字来呢.
先从天气说起好了,今天天气很冷,非常冷,这种冷从昨天晚上就开始,原本家里呆着很烦躁的暖气,现在都没有那么暖和了,嗯,今天穿的有点少,所以有点冷,看上去有点让人担心会冻出个好歹的样子,考虑下为了我的生命安全和DBB的民生问题,不如让他晚上来接我.......
啊,,昨天以及前天都下了雪,晚上的时候变成了下雨,所以天气预报报的雨加雪是很准确的.(终于开始准确了,比神算贴在地上算出来的准多了)

早上开始改作38路到轻轨站,一共4站,本来也可以做2站,但是比较喜欢正门这边没有人,下雪的时候就比较有感觉,到处都是没有踩过的雪,很开心,只不过,要是踩到滑滑的那种瓷砖上摔倒被保安看见就不大好看了.由于DBB 总是因为车位的事情给全体保安弄个半夜紧急集合什么的,摔在这里肯定有一圈儿人围着乐.惨兮惨兮

记有意义的事情一则:
自2月5号起创立了小型私人学社:"子曰"英语课堂,嘻嘻,已经给各位学员养成了良好的学习习惯,哈哈,我很欣慰啊.

记有意义的事情二则:
最近无缘无故对历史产生了巨大的兴趣,
找到了一句很喜欢的话,"其言必行,其行必果,已诺必诚,不爱其躬,赴士之困"
源头是"得黄金百斤,不如得季布一诺",不管怎么说,怎么看,我都觉得卡布其诺跟这句话有点关系,
季布这个名字不错,诺也不错,想来想去,我觉得浪费了这样几个组合实在可惜,不如给我儿子取名 车诺诚 取意 已诺必诚,长大了一定是个一字千金得人啊,我真是用心良苦,,太爱才了,太爱才了,啊,说到这里,其实女儿得名字也取好了滴,我和DBB商量过了,就用我家车名字, 取名 车美瑞 , 取意, 就是他爹总是无法无天的满足他的一己私欲, 我们两个都同意了,现在我唯一担心的就是当事人不同意,嘻嘻,

芬又开始嚷着怠惰了,人啊,惰性啊,可怕啊,容容神啊,就让我来救救这众生吧..........

又开始反反复复听着一首曲子，想象记忆里雪地里的回眸……
只想用音符来表达自己的心情，此刻的刚吵过架的心情。
不是第一次的吼叫，为了一些本该坚持的和本该不坚持的，触觉慢慢被消逝……

努力的做过瑜伽之后，反反复复的听着……
希望能够永远这样躺着，勿需坐起，不被打扰，不被停止……
原谅自己心里仍然坚持一个人的坚守，原谅自己不愿被窥探的记忆，原谅自己的消极，原谅自己的渴求，原谅，原谅自己对自己的原谅。

失落和坚毅能否奏将出铿锵？

明暗不齐的灯火，起起落落的灰尘，仍然想要贴着窗玻璃来看微观世界，看那些不被发现的自在自得……

欲言又止的停顿，咆哮的，放肆的气愤，无谓……无谓……